Slumbering Moments

I wish the answwrs in life came...quicker and sooner to all.....
There are so many confusion and so less time to sort them all....
I lay in my slumber not wanting to wake...
Do I know my life is on stake......
Is this pain...I am required to take...
Is there a need for this.....is there a desire....
I do not wish to be like this...
Nor do i want this pain......
But there is no light and no end to this lane...
There is nothing here I will ever gain......
love is never easy and so is war.....
But in love the equation is not to score.....
I am on my knees begging to you....
God give me peace.....
Before I lose my life to you.....
This is the downpour of my life....
A time when i need to stand strong.....
I can take the winds but its the storm in my head
That keeps me up all night.....
I need peace and desire to live...
I seem to have lost it all......
I need peace I need your calll.....
God come rescue me....
before I falll
I am trying but the magic does not work....
I am moving but somthing seems to stalll
My past keeps harking me to look at it...
I step ahead and it pulls me to it....
I stand and cry and there is no one there....
I realize I am all alone...
In this helll.......
I want to break free and I want to fly....
I want to stop these tears and no to cry.....
I want to let go and never to go back....
I want to feel free in body and in mind....
I know God your there in many forms around me...
Each day you tell me how to be strong...
I will try,,,try hard..........
I do not wish to lose myself in this and be dead and gone...
I will yes I will move on.......................................................
I will move on...