Today!!!

When someone asks me what am I doing today? I wonder what am I really doing. Today I need the technology to keep me occupied. Today i need the computers to take me to places I have never been, meet the people I have never seen and wonder about things that well probably have never happened. I am glued to yahoo, facebook, twitter to help me move ahead towards the day.
Its like a battle of hours and which site gets what amount of attention. And slowly the day moves on with a clittering and clanking of the keys on my keyboard. Their sound trying to divert my brain and me into thinking...well yes I have something to do.
Have we all become a part of this culture? Where people have replaced computers. Where e-cards have replaced the posted greeting. I am a part of this new culture. The new age...the age where technology is obessing us with things which mean so less to us. When I sit in this room ALONE I loook around. Well the weather is perfect, the birds they are chirping and the clouds seem to be swinging with their own flow. I here am trying to make my brain not to think. Today we are so scared of thinking..so scared of being alone. The only moment where we can find silence. We do not even want that moment.
Today a thousands are on Anti Depressants. Well,,,loneliness has become the most dreadful disease. And we have brought it upon us. We were meant to liv together, in harmony and peace.
But today we live in the sahdow of death. In a facade in which we need to get everything and need to keep running. Well, have we lost our essence, have we lost the reason why we are alive.
The question is the answer, but a different answer for each one of us.
We have moved forward, yes we have. We are advanced, yes we are and yet we can never match nature. We can never overcome the barbaric ways in which it strikes us.
Wonder why my ancestors never had to take anti depressants, or why life was so simple before.
Wonder why we are always on the run when things around us are always so still.
Wonder why we always need to numb our mind and never find time for the stillness...
A stillness which we can not offer anymore to ourselves....

Courage!!! Its inside you that you find it.

Life is all about courage
Courage to move on
Courage to see the silver light under a dark cloud
To see what are the opportunities
hidden behind your gravest doubt
Courage to see the truth behind each and everything
Courage to face the challenges
Courage to be strong
Courage to move on
Courage to see hope in the dim sky
Courage to seek the answers which you feel
you will never find.
All blessings always come to us in disguise

I know its hard when you loose someone you love
I know its hard to stay strong when something is gone
I know its harder to move and feel alive
when there is so much going inside
I know its even harder to believe
when you have no one to lean on
Thats the reason why you need to stay so strong

Thats the time when you need to Believe most
that is the time when you need to stay the strongest
thats the time of testing
So Stay strong and move on
Life will surprise when you least know it
In its unqiue and unexplained way
Just give it a try
Dont just sit and cry
You need to at some point of time in your life
Learn how to say goodbye

Reason

Life is not about finding the answers to your questions
Life is not about crying over what has happened
Life is about moving ahead towards new times
Life is not about holding whats left behind.

You need to nuture what you have got
In everyday hustle you may be caught
Yet you need to find time
For God and not whats left behind.

In times of trouble
A simple prayer can be your answer
When times are tough
You need to to stay above and not look behind.

You may not find all the answers
But then were you really looking for them
For the people who really want to understand life
The answers to them are always given.

You may need a few steps to move forward
Or a thousand to look behind
You need to make up your mind as to what is important
Or you will be stuck in the trance of time,
And forever left behind

You need to be strong and you need to move on
What you have got is there for a reason
You need to stride and move aheadcoz life is not to be thrown away
Your being on earth!!!
Yes there is a reason.

Amy-24th June 09

Thank You God for the Morning

Sometimes sleep seems to evade you and go to a distant land
Just to make you realize how beautiful the waking moments can be…
the early sunrise, the touch of someone you love, the clouds and the drops of rain, the passionate love songs, the thoughts of someone you love life is beautiful when you have someone to share it with.
Each day you wake to greet the day with new thoughts and desires and yet life offers you something new each day. I am here to learn my part and yes each day I would greet the morning with the same zest and vigor.
Thank you God for each beautiful day. It tells me how much you love me.

Secrets

Sailing in the water,
Gentle breeze passing by
Whispered a song
Never to tell each other a lie

Standing on top of a mountain
Calling a name
And waiting until
The echo came

Watching the clouds
Sitting beside you
Was like a dream
I never thought would come true

Talking to you
While listening to love songs
Made my bond with you
More strong

The touch of yours
Sends chills down my spine
And tell me that
You are always mine

Saying goodbye to you
Was even worse
As I thought somebody had given
Both of us a curse

Slumbering Moments

I wish the answwrs in life came...quicker and sooner to all.....
There are so many confusion and so less time to sort them all....
I lay in my slumber not wanting to wake...
Do I know my life is on stake......
Is this pain...I am required to take...
Is there a need for this.....is there a desire....
I do not wish to be like this...
Nor do i want this pain......
But there is no light and no end to this lane...
There is nothing here I will ever gain......
love is never easy and so is war.....
But in love the equation is not to score.....
I am on my knees begging to you....
God give me peace.....
Before I lose my life to you.....
This is the downpour of my life....
A time when i need to stand strong.....
I can take the winds but its the storm in my head
That keeps me up all night.....
I need peace and desire to live...
I seem to have lost it all......
I need peace I need your calll.....
God come rescue me....
before I falll
I am trying but the magic does not work....
I am moving but somthing seems to stalll
My past keeps harking me to look at it...
I step ahead and it pulls me to it....
I stand and cry and there is no one there....
I realize I am all alone...
In this helll.......
I want to break free and I want to fly....
I want to stop these tears and no to cry.....
I want to let go and never to go back....
I want to feel free in body and in mind....
I know God your there in many forms around me...
Each day you tell me how to be strong...
I will try,,,try hard..........
I do not wish to lose myself in this and be dead and gone...
I will yes I will move on.......................................................
I will move on...

When Nature Calls

Animals, plants, rivers and trees
What have we done to these,
Which have inspired us and
given us life to eternity.
Cutting the trees
Killing the ansimals
Paoching them for our selfish needs

When I feel the zephyr
Caressing me
The touch of rain drops
Possessing me
The chirping of the birds
Singing their songs
I wonder it will last----How long

For its fading
Gently, like a child’s innocent sleep.
In a trance, In a dream.
The nymphs of nature
Are ringing their bells

Everything is vanishing
In front of our eyes
And yet we do not realize
And all is being lost
In the crimson skies

Look at the clouds
Huge phantoms in the sky
Which change as the wind blows,
Right before our eyes.

The nocturnal darkness
The flickering stars
The sun melting and
The clouds overcast

Through these creations
Learn to understand
The wonders of life
We are holding in our hands.

What kind of world are we
Presenting to our successors
Who will one day question us
For our cruelty on nature
They will not know what

Are the songs of the birds
Or the autumn trees
Or the honey bees
Because there will be no trees

We are presenting to them
A world of misery
A world of pain
In which even to live
Will be insane

So stop now my friends
For yet its not too late
Too late to hesitate
In rebuilding our world back
To never let these beautiful things
Vanish in the blue
Leaving us behind helpless
Without a clue